broke up-faith

I know its been a really long time since i've signed this. Believe it or not me and chris did break up, on March 19th,2005. Yes it was a saturday night,a really bad night. We just lost it for eachother,well not really me but i guess he did. But guess what im still very much in love with him and its almost 4 months since we've been broken up, yeah i really miss him i love him a lot too. I think about him everyday and i wont go out with another guy because i know it wouldn't be fair to the guy im dealing with. So therefore im single till chris is back in my arms.I know this is going to sound very weird but i was thinking about having a baby,well not exactly. I was thinking about what if i got pregnant,i wouldn't give it up, especially if that baby was chris's you know. I think i'm thinking about it because i've seen some girls my age pregnant and they have there boyfriends and there still together. I dont no i find that perfect,it might sound so stupid becuase children are a lot of work but i dunno.Anyhow. Let me tell you me and chris's break up after thought. He called a couple times leaving messages on my phone and i wouldn't call him back because well common now i couldn't after he broke up with me i was crushed i thought the best thing to do was to stay away from him. Anyways the messages were pretty rude. I called him and asked him to stop calling my phone the followin sunday so 2 weeks after we broke up. Then the followin week he called me and accused me of prank calling his phone private,thats not how i do i wudnt do that, prolly the nex bitchez. Anyways then like 3 months past and he called me June 22nd!!At 11:43 am. yes,but he let it ring once then hung up. Okay this meens a million things,he still has my number,he called me,he still is thinkin bout me,11:43 thats times when chris just wakes up,he missed me i noooooo itt.
Anyhow i texted him the day after and said "you called yesterday?" but he didn't text me back,hes a fool and idiot. But no worries he'll b in my arms by the end of the year. I have faith,and then..imma have his baby
believe that
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